Random Stuff... I guess

How do I put my thoughts into words right now… I could say: “happiness isn’t the best thing for me right now…” or “What does the school (torture) system have in store for me today?” Those may seem like dark or depressing thoughts, but that’s how I feel right now: dark, shadowy, and depressing!
Ugh… this subject isn’t working out… I guess I’ll write down random poems I made up a few weeks ago while I think of a new subject…

As I fade, your look is dire.
I feel your touch, warm, like fire.
With friends so close and death so near.
I fear for you, my love so dear…
--Martin Jaramillo

In the day and in the night,
My dark blue wings are locked in flight.
My friend is dead and laid to rest.
On my dagger burns his crest.
--Martin Jaramillo

Onto battle, my time draws near.
I draw my sword with senses clear
My friend, in danger, I must protect.
From my chest, a sword erect.
--Martin Jaramillo

O-okay that was… interesting… anyway: How was my story? Pretty good right? I thought so… unfortunately my co authors, *cough cough* haven’t helped much in the past few weeks, so my story’s gathering dust on my shelf… Okay, now THIS subject’s not working!!! AGH!!!
I guess I’ll just say random Japanese words…
Omoshiroi (Interesting) nanajihan desu (7:30)
Konnichi wa (Hello or good afternoon) jazu (Jazz)
Duragon [Dragon (foreign)] shippai suru (Fail)
Ryu [Dragon (Traditional)] kusoimaimashii (F***ing)